Tuesday, April 17, 2001:. we moved again XP http://acidspit.250x.com

---le Heartache, at 07:15 p.m.


Tuesday, April 3, 2001:. due to shitcrap weirdness caused by Spree, I have decided to move the blog. Scoot on over to http://acidspit.megalow.com now powered by Blogger. I just now there's gonna be downtimes -_-

---le Heartache, at 07:33 p.m.


Tuesday, April 3, 2001:. Gyeak!! Why did Spree do this?? 10 mb??? That's just ludicrous. And what's weird is I wasn't informed of this change at all. I just saw it this morning and I rushed to save everything there. Most stuff is backed up but this means I need another freehost :( Esp for Artistic and this blog. Anyone heard of a good one? I think I'm going for Fortune City.

---le Heartache, at 03:01 p.m.


Monday, April 2, 2001:. The server is still bad. XP
Okay, consider this. There was lil' ole me, walking blissfully to the elevator. I wanted to take the elevator downstairs, of course. Waiting at said elevator was two guys. Two old Indian guys. As I was standing there, one of them stared at me. The distance between me and the idiot was about an arm's length. So, I looked at him and asked what's the matter? He didn't give me an explaination, instead asking me whether was I an actress. Upon which I answered 'No' in a snappish tone. The 'conversation' when furher on with him asking where I worked and such since that man also worked here in the Uni. And of course I kept on replying to his inane questioning with short, mean answers. I was extremely pissed off by then and chose to take the stairs instead.

By refering to that scenario above, would you consider my actions to be rude?
First of, I'd like to note that I am a most solitary creature and one thing I value the most is my PRIVACY. I do have friends [a few] but generally, you'll see me strolling by myself. I just cannot tolerate total complete strangers coming up to me for no reason and asking me questions [asking for directions is excluded]. I would never do such a moronic act. Sure, I might be curious about a guy and queries just dance above my head. But, I do not pester that person. I just keep quiet and move on. A fleeting moment, that is all. Now why people can't offer me the same courtesy? I don't know about you....but my mama taught me not to speak to strangers and I intend to follow that till the day I die.
Another thing is I DETEST people staring at me for no good reason. If I had a horn growing out of my head, feel free to do so. But, I don't [i checked] so quit it with the staring! I always stare back at the idiot who started it and I always win :P Nyah nyah nya!
Sure, you might say the guy was just making friends. But, he's an old man. C'mon!! You're friggin old enough to be my dad! Do you really want to see me puke?
Sometimes, I don't understand it all....people just come up to me and talk. Like, do I project this 'ooh, I want to enjoy scintillating conversation with total complete strangers regardless of who they are. Be it rapists and murderers...'-look? And I thought that permanent scowl on my face was supposed to drive people away. Please tell me, what am I doing wrong? I want people to go away from me. Is that too much to ask?

Feh. Well, I'm glad to see that someone else shares my views on clothes, Sakura-san. Do they really think all girls just love them pink-yellowy cutesy lipstick-like motifs on their teensy weensy t-shirts? I like my clothes to actually give me some warmth, thank you very much :P And to actually give me the right amount of fabric for the price you havta pay. I mean, there's no logic in paying 100 bucks for a shirt the size of my handkerchief. Suck rocks, girl-clothing designers and give me dem shirts with one-tone color and geometric designs. Guys have it good :(


---le Heartache, at 05:55 p.m.


Saturday, March 31, 2001:. wooohooo! Scans of yami latest chapter at Compulsion. Souryuu looks scary........
It seems, somehow, by a weird idiotic twist of fate....the Uni server somehow doesn't accept cookies. That would explain why I'm having trouble uploading....frown frown....who's the damned snot-nosed punk who did this??? Damn moron.......
If this keeps up, I might not continue this website business any longer......I am ANGRY. Angry because some lousy good fur-nuthin decided to play with my head and cause me severe heartache. Yes, heartache. I hope you burn and rot in the darker reaches of Hell, you dim-assed c**ks**ker.


---le Heartache, at 08:00 p.m.


Friday, March 30, 2001:. Got bored. took the vampire test.

# 1 Ventrue The de facto leaders of the Camarilla, the Ventrue covet material wealth, as well as the power and influence that comes with it. The are capable leaders, but are traditionalists, who have been caught by surprise by the rapid rise of the Sabbat.
# 2 Assamite A minor bloodline that exists outside of Camarilla society, these vampires are all from Middle Eastern descent and follow an ancient belief system that is vastly different from modern Camarilla beliefs. They are assassins for hire and specialize in hunting other vampires.
# 3 Lasombra The leading clan of the Sabbat, these vampires are manipulators and liars extraordinaire. They are some of the most sinister vampires around and many in the Camarilla fear them.
# 4 Tremere The mysterious Tremere are the wizards among vampires, working slavishly to gain more mystical knowledge to use magic to gain an advantage over the other clans. They are incredibly well-organized and are very paranoid of outsiders.
# 5 Gangrel The loners and wanderers. These are vampires who are very in tune with nature and shun the cities. They are seen as barbarians by their Kindred, but are highly respected because of their relationship with the werewolves, the ancient enemies of vampires.
Woohoo. Me feel thirsty for blood now >:-[


---le Heartache, at 03:53 p.m.


Friday, March 30, 2001:. Hey, I'm a featured link at Kei's blog. Well, my wp site is....that's nice :D A nice Trigun layout too...
Tay, you are insane. Worship the Almighty FROG, you heathens and get high on that sweet crack that Fuuma provides.
A small screenshot of the new unreleased layout for artistic stuff. Whaddaya think?


---le Heartache, at 09:31 a.m.


Thursday, March 29, 2001:. is anyone else having trouble uploading??? I've been trying spree hundreds of times and it still won't work >_< !!!! Tripod too....what the hell is going on???? And it seems to work only for HTML files....what's the use of HTML files without the pictures??? AAaaaaan!!!! The server's FUCKED UP. The server's FUCKED UP. The server's FUCKED UP. The server's FUCKED UP. The server's FUCKED UP. The server's FUCKED UP. The server's FUCKED UP. The server's FUCKED UP. The server's FUCKED UP. The server's FUCKED UP. The server's FUCKED UP. The server's FUCKED UP.

---le Heartache, at 08:11 p.m.


Thursday, March 29, 2001:. Hikaru-chan, um....this is gonna sound stupid but where's your e-mail addy? I used the one mentioned at your blog and it bounced on me *blinks*
Hmmmmm.......nice sexy pic of oh-i-am-so-lonely-without-subaru Kamui. Maybe I'll make that into a wp. If I can pull myself off the screen first.
*sings* Ruby's gonna make more Yami skins. Ruby's gonna make more Yami skins. Ruby's gonna make more Yami skins. Yay for Ruby-chaaaaan....! Me wuvs you. Say, what is this Shioul ML about, Joey? I know you and Ruby's innit. And why was my Tats shrine mentioned there?? Were they flaming my lousy skills?? *in shock and horror* Gomen nasai gomen nasai gomen nasai......
Hoe?? What are you gonna give me, Leareth-sama??? Tatsumi, all wrapped in a big red ribbon? Hmm......very practical yes.....
I have so far, a layout for Artistic. After going ca-ca over a few days, my desparation has led me to use a EsperS image. It's kinda okay but why the hell do I hear Enya whenever I see it? Aaah, my anger and pent-up rage....is gone......it's all so caribbean blue [am not kidding, it's really blue] :P


---le Heartache, at 09:23 a.m.


Tuesday, March 27, 2001:. I am seriously considering some crack right now. Uuurrgrg ! Serious designer's block here. I have a nice well prepared MPD Psycho pic in front of me and I dunno what the FRIGGIN HELL to do with it! Aaaarrrrrgh! KUSOOOOO!!! Hontou ni atashi wa baka!!! AAAAAAN!!!!!
*sniff* My head hurts.
Leareth!!! *runstacklesglomps* Nice work!! I wanna read more!!!


---le Heartache, at 02:50 p.m.


Monday, March 26, 2001:. It seems a lot of peeps been asking about the Tats-Tsu pic up there. If you all look at the side bar on your right, at the bottom is where I state where I got the main graphic from. I've been doing that for the past layouts. Does this mean that nobody reads that corner of the blog??? Aaan, hidoi! Anyway, the pic is also uploaded at Kage.
Hikaru-chan, I think I have to e-mail ya the font since I forgotten the URL of the site I got it from!! Reins-chan is scatter-brained like that.....Ruby, I take it you saw that Tatsumi skin at Kage? You wanna make a Tats skin?? Yay.....let me know if any of the pics there are not to your satisfaction. I'll scan up some more instantly. BTW, I love the new stuff up at WrP and LotusEaters. Tell Sat-chan she did a great job, ne?
Oh yeah, here's another thought i had about the Yami ep 2 that I forgot to mention earlier. Muraki-sensei is too goddamned pale....he's like ivory white! I know he is supposed to be this fair-haired, pale-skinned beauty of a guy but whenever you see him out in the sun, you gotta wear sunglasses to protect your eyes from the glare. Hmmm.....he should be sponsoring for some detergent company or something...
Leareth-san.......how are you coming on that Tats-Tsu fic?? *flutter eyelids* I wanna see, I wanna see.......speaking of fics, I'm currently a co-star of a Yami fic written by a friend and a co-writer for the Ask Tats section at the Dark Lands. Ehehehehehhehee, me gets to annoy Tats 24/7. But, those things won't be up anytime soon as they are still in the works^^


---le Heartache, at 10:31 p.m.


Saturday, March 24, 2001:. A quickie before I go off....I just saw Yami ep 2 this morning. All I can say is Muraki is HORNY. Extremely horny. Bad sensei....hitting on Tsuzuki like that. And just after that he had his Tats-candy^^ And sensei had second helpings courtesy of Hisoka. Where is that tongue going, sensei....? Yappari HEN na yatsu......

---le Heartache, at 12:07 p.m.


Saturday, March 24, 2001:. Ehe. I'm wearing my pseudo-Goth outfit again today. Today I have to attend the CLEO's annual 50 most Eligible Bachelor meet-n-greet. Not that I want to :P I would rather spend 9 hours on the PC than see a buncha of guys that I don't find myself ATTRACTED to. But, my friends are going. They're the type that has a life while I slog away at my sites. They wouldn't understand if I tell them the real reason of not wanting to go. And I dun wanna explain my reasons to them either.
Me=I need to back up a few files, add an entry to my blog, and make some more wallpapers.
Friends= o.o ?
Thanks to Hikaru-chan and Tay for the nice comments for the layout. You want to know the name of the font I used for the title, Hikaru? It's Hanko. I got it off some Jap font-site. If you really want it, I can mail it to you.
Joeeeey! What do you mean you can't see the current entries?? I hope this has been dealt with by now....*kicks pitas*
Heheheh, since I know Sarah [a friend of mine] is reading my blog....now I can berate her in public! Wahahahahahahah! You better not piss me off, Sarah-chan *evil grin* Ahahahaha. Okay, I won't. Let's go shoot Akito, kay? *gets shotgun*
I am sooooooo missing Rorouni Kenshin right now.


---le Heartache, at 10:14 a.m.


Friday, March 23, 2001:. Uwaan! God must hate me or something......my revamped Kage is missing from Fiz.nu now!!! Something was fishy since yesterday...now the files are gone!! @_@ Must see blood.....MUST.KILL.
sigh.....well, I must thank tripod for restoring my account then. I revamped that one so the new stuff is there too. But my prev fanarts are gone....and so is some scans ;__; Need to HTML everything again.
I fear I have gotten into CG again..*shudders* I used to be a heavy fanartist.....that took a lot of my free time. I can't be CG-ing and HTML at the same time. That would mean chaining myself to the PC!!! Aaaah, resist the temptation!!!!! But, I didn't :P I broke down.
exhibit A : exhibit B I'm so bloody weak. The blank, colorless pics just beckons to me...."Color me...you know you want to..." Aaan!!
Anyway, if you guys want a laugh, take a gander at this SD sketch I did of myself for someone. Me in my fave pseudo-Goth outfit. And I live in a tropical country. It's not my fault that my workplace is damned f**king cold.


---le Heartache, at 06:48 p.m.


Thursday, March 22, 2001:. Fiz.nu is mean!!! MEAN I SAY!!!!

---le Heartache, at 07:28 p.m.


name? Reinselft
location? Malaysia
tanjoubi? 10th May 79
gender? female
race? chinese-thai
sites? Artistic stuff::Kage
contact? e-mail
manga? Clamp manga, Yami No Matsuei
obsession? myopic manga men
reads? GTO 16[M], Det Conan 12[M], NGE book3[E], Komik Remaja 46[M]

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